You keep learning from tutorials, but you still can't code (in JavaScript, HTML, CSS).
When you need to code something, you stare at an empty JS file, unsure where to start.
You feel like an impostor because you don't know how to use JS.
Your strategy is to Google for solutions and copy-paste code until something sticks.
You would love to think like a developer but you aren't sure if that's possible.
You need a "passion project" and someone to guide you through it.